So, I might finally get a BOYFRIEND! I've been freaking out for about five days now. It's the most amazing feeling ever, except for the hunger that came with it. I lost five pounds over this guy. But now I'm gaining it back.
I really wasn't expecting this one. I think I was so attached to the idea that I was going to be alone for quite a long time, I never thought about the possibility that someone I have known for a little while would be as interested in me as i am in him. I just have to hope this all works out. My mom's actually happy for me, my brother was like, "Finally," when I told him, my dad wants to meet him and check him out for himself (even though nothing is definite AT ALL about "us"), and my friends are all trying to play matchmaker.
He's really adorable, though, and seems to be a lot like me. The only bad thing about all this is his ex-girlfriend. I think she can be classified as insane. I heard she might attack me or try to ruin my life if she ever finds anything out. Uh oh. I'd better be on the defensive.